God’s Voice Part 2
This is a continuation from God's voice part one, you should read that first and then read this to understand my train of thought. I mentioned when I first heard God's voice I was not sure if it was him because it was very light and calm. Which angered me because I was expecting a ravaging voice to break through the clouds. To this day I have never heard him speak in that manner. He is truly calm, whether I like it or not. Even when I am heated, he is not. The second time I heard God's voice was when I continued to seek enlightenment outside of him. I had mentioned looking into new age spirituality looking at tarot cards and going everywhere I felt I could be helped or given answers. I met a particular set of women. I put my trust in them, they were “spiritual”. More like spiritually blind and misleading. But I talked myself into trusting them because they seemed to understand my situation.
The women who presented themselves as calm collected and understanding turned out to be nightmares. Upon encountering them in person all their cracks showed. Not only were they giving me advice by regurgitating and spinning what I had already them to sound smart. When they perceived things were not going their way they began to lash out in harsh narcissistic ways. It was peculiar because they shared with me their experience with narcissism and behaviors they did not like. The whole time it was a lie and they were talking about themselves. They played the role of empaths, they were really just seeking money and fulfilling their own false sense of leadership, they wanted to play God’s role not lead me to him. They would snap and snare every time I questioned them. It was alarming because why was it a problem to question them and call them out? Not only did they not answer my concerns, but they proceeded to accuse me of false things and lie. Now who else does that? The literal devil himself, that is why he is called the accuser.
A lot of the time what they were saying was such major nonsense. I am glad I questioned them if I had pretended to digest their crap, they would have never stopped their fake act. I might be seeking answers but I'm not that stupid. Prior to meeting these women, everything was going wrong. I took it as a sign that some negative energies just didn't want me to encounter these women who have so much light in them. I now know it was probably God being like “My goodness can you stop”. Even as I doubted, I proceeded to have an encounter with these vile human beings (I have forgiven them).
Then the voice came, “Do not cast your pearls to swine.” I heard this message the next morning after encountering these people and trusting them for enlightenment. Do you know how terrible you have to be for God to speak to someone about you? And call your swine? What were my pearls? My mind, my heart, and my soul they were trying to feast on. I heard those words loud and clear as I opened my eyes the next morning. It was louder than the first time he spoke to me, and I felt the words bouncing on my forehead. He meant it, God really meant those words.
It kind of felt like a morning scene from a movie, when the character opens their eyes and a burst of sunshine hits them through the window. You know it’s an indication that the character is about to begin their day well, a restart. The air was light and crisp and once again I felt at ease when receiving his word. Because of how impactful that event was I cut ties with them and began to rethink my actions thoroughly. I hadn’t gotten any answers outside of him and he kept speaking to me. So there was no need to doubt him, he probably was the better option. The next time I encountered God, it involved physical action. I'll talk about that later….maybe.
Matthew 7:6
“Do not give what is holy to the dogs; nor cast your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you in pieces”
Pearl