Unmethodical Love Connection

I get experiences where I have random romantic connections. Like an electric shock that revives my heart. Like some fairy tale fling, but I never pursue them. I always ignore these experiences. I don't think they are normal or right. This has happened to me a couple of times, where I meet someone, I have never met a day in my life and we lock eyes and then it's like a movie has begun. It's happened about five times now or more, and they're not crushes. They're lingering feelings. I don't pursue them because I don't think they would result in anything worth my time. But I can't help but wonder why that happens, if I pursued any of them would they yield fruit? For most of these connections, I just know the person is not my type and I wouldn’t pick them if I were blind. Not only based on looks, I am basing it on their character and morals. There have only been about two of these encounters where I could say for certain that they would be someone I would pick right off the bat. What spirit is driving this, I feel like other people experience this and it's not coming from their own being, but because they lack willpower, they give in.

Is it even healthy to have such a strong burst of emotions that many times and for more than one person? I've always viewed connections especially romantic connections as something limited. One at a time. And it annoys me that I'm able to even feel that way for more than one person. I'm not saying it is love at first sight, but it is definitely a strong overwhelming emotion. And it's always short-lived, maybe this is because I don't typically pursue them or allow them to even grow. Is this the emotion people feel when they cheat? Intense moments of attraction that make no sense. And it's not one-sided, I can feel the other person in the same trance as me. It's also not lust, it's a genuine interest in the person, well at least that's what I think. It could be lust; pure lust and I just didn’t know that is what I was experiencing. If it is lust thank God I can fight it off. I am able to ground myself because of my faith and I don’t like the idea of everyone touching me, especially when they are not my standards. Encounters like that end in regret. Not to judge anyone else, this is how I function and what I believe to be right. I hate when this happens because honestly, it makes me feel like I'm going against what I believe and how I typically function. It's not practical, I almost want to explore at least one of them. On the other hand, I feel like I'll be Inviting unnecessary drama into my life. I like being drama-free and honestly, it just sounds like a prelude to all the relationship drama I see around me.