In Love With My Friend’s Brother

I have a really deep connection with one of my friend's brothers. We haven’t become anything but there are sparks. When I met him the first time, we locked eyes and there was a deep long stare between us. I felt it and I knew immediately he liked me. I'm not sure if he knew right away how I felt. Because I tried my best to keep a very straight face despite what my heart was telling me. I ignored the feelings for a while because I didn't see any reason to date a friend's brother. We typically don’t date within our circle. So many things could go wrong, and it could ruin the friendship my friend and I have. She loves her brother, and they have an unbreakable bond. I also love my friend dearly too, and wouldn’t want to lose our friendship.

I would hate to make things awkward between the group. But it's been a long time now, almost two years and he's still on my mind. I see him every now and then and I try to keep my head down because he is with someone else. But I know that he's thinking about me. He is always the first one to watch my IG private stories. Every time he sees me, he does not break eye contact. Why doesn't he say anything? It's driving me crazy. I wonder why he is doing this because he is with someone else. Could he possibly be thinking the same thing as me? Maybe just like me, he does not want to ruin our friendship circle. Maybe that's why he moved on to another girl, but it has been two years now and it's getting old. I never thought I'd be that person to want to break up someone’s relationship, but I have to say something. Because if he marries her like she has been asking, I will lose it. I think we should try, we will definitely succeed.

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